I am a Murderer! Sort of.

So today's post is quite short. So here it is,

I have been really busy lately and haven't had a chance to practice driving in a month. This is the longest I have gone without driving by the way. So last night I made a plan with my mum and my friend Elena who has passed her driving test, to go on a short drive with me.

Today I was driving around the village when these two birds decide to cross the narrow road, blocking it. So like any other person would do, I slow right down, giving them time to fly away. So I keep going slowly and the next thing I see through my mirror is bird feathers flying everywhere! I killed them! So at this point I am freaking out and crying as I drive. Not the best practice session I have had.

There you have it. My very short post on how I became a murderer. I feel awful about the whole thing and I hope they rest in peace.

- Random Girl xx

Complaining About Life

Hey! So if anyone is still out there keeping an eye on my blog even though I have been the crappest blogger lately then I love you! And I am sorry. I have good news and bad news. The good- I am now home so I can finally post regularly for the first time in months. The bad- life is extremely boring right now so not much interesting gossip. That means my posts will probably be really random or about stuff that happened ages ago that I promised to tell you about but never got around to it.

So on to my actual post. If you have read my older posts then you would know that I whine and moan about my problems a lot. And for that I am sorry because that probably gets old very fast. Also it probably makes seem like I hate life when I really do love life. But today I have been questioning the difference between whining about little things and moaning about big important things and victimising yourself.

As everyone knows, I whine a lot. I am always complaining about how I am tired, hungry or in pain. Because usually that is how I feel. But everyone does it. Especially teenagers. I mean don't most teenagers who get a blog use it to whine about their lives? I know I do. But there are also people who go on and on about more important matters. Like their parents fighting or someone dying. They will use it as an excuse for everything. I mean sure it sucks. It is horrible. And if you confide with someone about it then they should listen and be understanding. But bringing it up every two seconds to make people feel sorry for you or to get attention is not the same thing. It is extremely annoying. Everyone has problems in their lives. Everyone. No one is perfect. So instead of trying to get attention for something serious that is going on is actually really horrible. As if the attention is more important than the problem itself.

For everyone out there with problems... you should talk to someone if you think it will make you feel better. But the person who is listening to you isn't there to give you attention. They are there because they love you and care about whatever it is that is affecting you. 

For example, I have had friends with issues that at first I really cared about. I was worried about my friend. But then they crave the attention and start to use it as an excuse telling you that your life is perfect because their life sucks. Or that there problems are more important than your own. Like I said before though, everyone has issues. And people don't really have the right to say their problems are worse than yours because they might not know what is going on with you.

So yes, I complain a lot. But when it comes to the important stuff... I don't tell people. Like ever. I find it awkward and difficult. Because what is the point in dumping all my problems on my friends when they have their own issues to work out. I know for a fact that there are things going on in my friends lives. So would telling them that both my grandmas are dying or that my parents argue all the time help anyone? Should I go around telling everyone that I have no freaking clue what I wanna do in life and have no passion for anything which makes me extremely scared, so that they would pay more attention to me? I think not. Maybe I complain about the little things because it is safer than the big things. I dunno. But I think it is more important to deal with the issue than to get attention for it.

Sorry if I rambled on too much. It is not exactly the most exciting post. I will try my best to fish interesting stories out of my currently very boring life for you guys. Also as a side note, I have been writing a lot on Wattpad recently and am already planning my fifth book after only writing for about a month or two. So if any of you are interested I will add the link to my google plus account. If it is not there when you read this then it is because I haven't added it yet.

Love you all so much! Good luck with your life problems! 

- A whiny Random Girl

Summer Sailing Update

Hey guys! I just wanted to let you all know that I am sailing in France.. Though right now I am in the Channel Islands.. This means I will have limited wifi and so I won't be able to post much over the next few weeks.

I am really sorry because I know I promised more, and more interesting posts and I will get to them eventually...

I hope everyone is having a lovely summer! Will try to post again soon!

-Random Girl xx

I AM BACK BITCHES!

Hey!!!!!! So just in case you haven't read any of my latest posts or you have been living under a rock, I have been going through the worst thing any teenager will ever go through. Exams. Yes the E word. But in case you didn't guess I FINALLY finished them. Three hours ago actually. This is not only good for me but for you guys too because now I can post more often!

So today's exam was eventful. I had my G4 Geography exam this afternoon. I spent all morning with my classmates revising and chatting, lunch with my friends and then we all headed to the exam hall. A normal exam day. Then this guy is carrying a water bottle and I hear people laughing. Turn out it isn't water but vodka! and he downed half of it before the exam. Who goes into there last A2 Exam drunk? On what planet is that a good idea? I mean his friends just got expelled. Did he want to too? We only have 2 weeks left and then we all split up forever. At this rate he will be gone long before that. So anyway, after that drama we go inside and start the exam and then twenty minutes in, the fire alarm goes off. Why the heck did it have to go off right in the middle of the last exam? Couldn't it wait a few hours? Apparently it was because someone burnt some toast.TOAST. That is what almost ruined my life. Okay not my life but my exam. I mean it is important. Other than that it was pretty uneventful.

Afterwards I was meant to go out with the geography people but I said goodbye to some of my friends who are leaving and then came home instead. Sitting in my PJs in my comfy bed watching TV and writing verses going out with people I sort of know and get completely smashed? I vote home. Besides, I am going out next weekend and the weekend after and I can go whenever I want now that school is over.

So as a final note I would like to say.... SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE! More exciting posts are coming soon to a computer near you!

- Random Girl xxx

World Gone Mad

Hey guys! I am extremely bored lately. I have been hauled up in my room alone for weeks with no one to talk to. Even my own mother left me alone to go to Colombia to see her mum. Meanwhile everyone else has gone crazy. Exams can do that to a person. Everyone gets so wrapped up in them that then become needy, selfish and even mean. Everyone gets distracted by exams and forgets that you are going through the same thing to. Instead of working together and helping each other through it, they yell and complain about all their problems, not bothering to ask you about your problems. For example a lot of people keep telling me that they have a lot more going on than me and that their exams are more important than mine. That, I have to disagree with. Don't get me wrong, I don't think my problems are worse or more important than theirs. They are the same to me, as their problems are to them. At least they get to finish school after this. They get to leave which was something I have been trying to do since I got here. Something they like to remind me daily. Which just about kills me. I hate it so much that it has nearly caused me to cry a few times. Not that they noticed. I would go and ignore them for days, distracting myself and pretend that I am not miserable. They are probably relieved that I am not talking all the time and irritating them instead of wondering if something is wrong.

Everyone I know has a purpose. An aim, an objective or some sort of goal. I don't even know where I am going to be next year. I could still be at school, which is what most people expect. I could be doing some sort of course somewhere else. I could be backpacking across America for all I know. Not that I think mum would let me. The point is that I am not jealous over the fact that they are all leaving me behind and will probably forget about me, leaving me completely and utterly alone. It is that they get to start their lives. They get to move on and actually do something meaningful. They may not all know exactly what they want to do. But at least they know for the near future. More than than I have. I don't even know what I am doing tomorrow, let alone next year. And I would give anything to know. Because not knowing is killing me inside. To the point where I have cried myself to sleep at night. Not that anyone cares. I am not their problem because they get to leave. I am just that friend they hung out with at school.

So whilst the world may not be going mad, just moving on, I am stuck. Unable to move on. You may think I am being over dramatic. I mean it is only one year. But it's not. Because what I do next year could define my life. I could be a school drop out with barely any qualifications and never get a job and fail at life. I could continue school and have an amazing year, or a miserable year all alone. No one knows. But I sure wish I did. Or at least had someone to help me figure it out.

For any of you who are also stuck in life, unable to decide what to move on to next, I hope you figure it out. Good luck to you.

- Random Girl xxx

10 tips for entertaining yourself whilst sunbathing!

Hey guys! So the weather has finally improved and I can sunbathe! Yay! Here is a list of things you can do to entertain yourself when lying out in the sun.

1. Listen to music- the most common choice. Shut your eyes and enjoy some tunes.. Even sing along! 

2. Talk to people- another common choice. Talk to your family or bring some friends and gossip.

3. Dress your bro up as a girl- a weird choice but an entertaining one!

4. Plan a book- as some of you may know I have been writing a lot lately. So I have been planning my next book

5. Eat- food + sun = :)

6. Point out shapes in the clouds- look for the rabbit cloud in the sky. Just remember to where sunglasses or you will burn your eyes.

7. Plan a holiday- where are you going? What are you doing? Who are you bringing?

8. Dance- when you need to move around a bit after lying still, dance. Be as stupid looking as you want.

9. Snapchat- make all your friends jealous about the fact that wherever you are, you are in the sun and getting tanned.

10. Sleep- be careful though. You don't want to spend hours outside and turn into a red lobster!

Here are my ten weird tips for entertaining yourself whilst tanning!

I hope that wherever you are, you enjoy the sun!

- a hopefully tanned Random Girl xx

Exams vs Writing

Hey guys! Oh my god it has been so long since I have posted anything. I missed my blog. For those of you who have still been reading thanks. I promised myself that I wouldn't post again until after exams are over. Unfortunately my last exam is one of the last in the country and I don't finish until the 19th June. But it was too long to be away and I was getting withdrawal symptoms. So here is a short post for now. I will make it up to you with more frequent posts than my weekly posts when exams are over.

Here is a little bit about what has been going on. Okay, I can't remember what I last told you but I think my last post was after Easter so I probably mentioned briefly my friends party and how I had boy drama. That is pretty much over. I will tell you the whole story soon. Other than that I have unfortunately spent most of my time revising. Exams Suck. I hate them and I hate revision. I am so bad at both. If I fail again I don't know what I am going to do. I can't wait until they are over. But once they are I will be saying goodbye to my friends who are leaving for uni and travelling. I don't know where I will be yet. I will let you guys know when I know.

The last thing I should probably mention is that I have been writing a teen fiction series and I am now on Wattpad. I know, I know. Bad timing with exams and all. I was going to wait but I was to impatient and you could probably tell. So I am @RandomGirl1302 on Wattpad so please check it out! I will put a link below with my first book. I have just finished the second one a few minutes ago and I will get to the last book in the Trilogy after exams. If I am patient enough to wait that is. Which I am probably not. Not going to lie.

Here is a description on what the first book is about,

Hope (The Gracewood Series) Book 1-

Amelia Hope James (or just Hope which she prefers) has always been in the limelight thanks to her movie star mother and her father the famous director, much to her dismay. Hope has lived her whole life under the shadow of her parents fame and knows just how fake the life of a celebrity can be. So when Hope gets sent to Gracewood Academy, one of the top boarding schools in the country, she finally has the chance to make a name for her self and see what life is like without having to deal the pressures of fame. 

However boarding school isn't exactly a walk in the park with the endless boy drama, a bitchy roommate, detentions, parties, a secret blogger who some how knows everything that goes on in Gracewood, and having to deal with the biggest issue of all. Keeping her identity a secret.

Here is the link-

http://www.wattpad.com/story/40077615-hope-the-gracewood-series

Please Check it out and give me some feedback.

Anyway that's from me for now. I have to go and revise business studies :( exam is on Thursday. I will post to you guys about actual stories on what has been going on like boy drama, friend drama school drama and god knows what else soon, Not just these crappy updates I have been giving you guys lately. And remember summer is soon. And that means a lot more free time and interesting things to write about! Good luck for those of you who have exams!

- Lots of Love, Random Girl xx