I AM BACK BITCHES!

Hey!!!!!! So just in case you haven't read any of my latest posts or you have been living under a rock, I have been going through the worst thing any teenager will ever go through. Exams. Yes the E word. But in case you didn't guess I FINALLY finished them. Three hours ago actually. This is not only good for me but for you guys too because now I can post more often!

So today's exam was eventful. I had my G4 Geography exam this afternoon. I spent all morning with my classmates revising and chatting, lunch with my friends and then we all headed to the exam hall. A normal exam day. Then this guy is carrying a water bottle and I hear people laughing. Turn out it isn't water but vodka! and he downed half of it before the exam. Who goes into there last A2 Exam drunk? On what planet is that a good idea? I mean his friends just got expelled. Did he want to too? We only have 2 weeks left and then we all split up forever. At this rate he will be gone long before that. So anyway, after that drama we go inside and start the exam and then twenty minutes in, the fire alarm goes off. Why the heck did it have to go off right in the middle of the last exam? Couldn't it wait a few hours? Apparently it was because someone burnt some toast.TOAST. That is what almost ruined my life. Okay not my life but my exam. I mean it is important. Other than that it was pretty uneventful.

Afterwards I was meant to go out with the geography people but I said goodbye to some of my friends who are leaving and then came home instead. Sitting in my PJs in my comfy bed watching TV and writing verses going out with people I sort of know and get completely smashed? I vote home. Besides, I am going out next weekend and the weekend after and I can go whenever I want now that school is over.

So as a final note I would like to say.... SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE! More exciting posts are coming soon to a computer near you!

- Random Girl xxx

World Gone Mad

Hey guys! I am extremely bored lately. I have been hauled up in my room alone for weeks with no one to talk to. Even my own mother left me alone to go to Colombia to see her mum. Meanwhile everyone else has gone crazy. Exams can do that to a person. Everyone gets so wrapped up in them that then become needy, selfish and even mean. Everyone gets distracted by exams and forgets that you are going through the same thing to. Instead of working together and helping each other through it, they yell and complain about all their problems, not bothering to ask you about your problems. For example a lot of people keep telling me that they have a lot more going on than me and that their exams are more important than mine. That, I have to disagree with. Don't get me wrong, I don't think my problems are worse or more important than theirs. They are the same to me, as their problems are to them. At least they get to finish school after this. They get to leave which was something I have been trying to do since I got here. Something they like to remind me daily. Which just about kills me. I hate it so much that it has nearly caused me to cry a few times. Not that they noticed. I would go and ignore them for days, distracting myself and pretend that I am not miserable. They are probably relieved that I am not talking all the time and irritating them instead of wondering if something is wrong.

Everyone I know has a purpose. An aim, an objective or some sort of goal. I don't even know where I am going to be next year. I could still be at school, which is what most people expect. I could be doing some sort of course somewhere else. I could be backpacking across America for all I know. Not that I think mum would let me. The point is that I am not jealous over the fact that they are all leaving me behind and will probably forget about me, leaving me completely and utterly alone. It is that they get to start their lives. They get to move on and actually do something meaningful. They may not all know exactly what they want to do. But at least they know for the near future. More than than I have. I don't even know what I am doing tomorrow, let alone next year. And I would give anything to know. Because not knowing is killing me inside. To the point where I have cried myself to sleep at night. Not that anyone cares. I am not their problem because they get to leave. I am just that friend they hung out with at school.

So whilst the world may not be going mad, just moving on, I am stuck. Unable to move on. You may think I am being over dramatic. I mean it is only one year. But it's not. Because what I do next year could define my life. I could be a school drop out with barely any qualifications and never get a job and fail at life. I could continue school and have an amazing year, or a miserable year all alone. No one knows. But I sure wish I did. Or at least had someone to help me figure it out.

For any of you who are also stuck in life, unable to decide what to move on to next, I hope you figure it out. Good luck to you.

- Random Girl xxx

10 tips for entertaining yourself whilst sunbathing!

Hey guys! So the weather has finally improved and I can sunbathe! Yay! Here is a list of things you can do to entertain yourself when lying out in the sun.

1. Listen to music- the most common choice. Shut your eyes and enjoy some tunes.. Even sing along! 

2. Talk to people- another common choice. Talk to your family or bring some friends and gossip.

3. Dress your bro up as a girl- a weird choice but an entertaining one!

4. Plan a book- as some of you may know I have been writing a lot lately. So I have been planning my next book

5. Eat- food + sun = :)

6. Point out shapes in the clouds- look for the rabbit cloud in the sky. Just remember to where sunglasses or you will burn your eyes.

7. Plan a holiday- where are you going? What are you doing? Who are you bringing?

8. Dance- when you need to move around a bit after lying still, dance. Be as stupid looking as you want.

9. Snapchat- make all your friends jealous about the fact that wherever you are, you are in the sun and getting tanned.

10. Sleep- be careful though. You don't want to spend hours outside and turn into a red lobster!

Here are my ten weird tips for entertaining yourself whilst tanning!

I hope that wherever you are, you enjoy the sun!

- a hopefully tanned Random Girl xx

Exams vs Writing

Hey guys! Oh my god it has been so long since I have posted anything. I missed my blog. For those of you who have still been reading thanks. I promised myself that I wouldn't post again until after exams are over. Unfortunately my last exam is one of the last in the country and I don't finish until the 19th June. But it was too long to be away and I was getting withdrawal symptoms. So here is a short post for now. I will make it up to you with more frequent posts than my weekly posts when exams are over.

Here is a little bit about what has been going on. Okay, I can't remember what I last told you but I think my last post was after Easter so I probably mentioned briefly my friends party and how I had boy drama. That is pretty much over. I will tell you the whole story soon. Other than that I have unfortunately spent most of my time revising. Exams Suck. I hate them and I hate revision. I am so bad at both. If I fail again I don't know what I am going to do. I can't wait until they are over. But once they are I will be saying goodbye to my friends who are leaving for uni and travelling. I don't know where I will be yet. I will let you guys know when I know.

The last thing I should probably mention is that I have been writing a teen fiction series and I am now on Wattpad. I know, I know. Bad timing with exams and all. I was going to wait but I was to impatient and you could probably tell. So I am @RandomGirl1302 on Wattpad so please check it out! I will put a link below with my first book. I have just finished the second one a few minutes ago and I will get to the last book in the Trilogy after exams. If I am patient enough to wait that is. Which I am probably not. Not going to lie.

Here is a description on what the first book is about,

Hope (The Gracewood Series) Book 1-

Amelia Hope James (or just Hope which she prefers) has always been in the limelight thanks to her movie star mother and her father the famous director, much to her dismay. Hope has lived her whole life under the shadow of her parents fame and knows just how fake the life of a celebrity can be. So when Hope gets sent to Gracewood Academy, one of the top boarding schools in the country, she finally has the chance to make a name for her self and see what life is like without having to deal the pressures of fame. 

However boarding school isn't exactly a walk in the park with the endless boy drama, a bitchy roommate, detentions, parties, a secret blogger who some how knows everything that goes on in Gracewood, and having to deal with the biggest issue of all. Keeping her identity a secret.

Here is the link-

http://www.wattpad.com/story/40077615-hope-the-gracewood-series

Please Check it out and give me some feedback.

Anyway that's from me for now. I have to go and revise business studies :( exam is on Thursday. I will post to you guys about actual stories on what has been going on like boy drama, friend drama school drama and god knows what else soon, Not just these crappy updates I have been giving you guys lately. And remember summer is soon. And that means a lot more free time and interesting things to write about! Good luck for those of you who have exams!

- Lots of Love, Random Girl xx